- Infatuation ..

Monday, March 20, 2006

well, recently some bull shit juz came out, and i realised how shitty i m as a friend .. i used 2 tink i knew how to settle my frends problems .. i used to tink that i can maintain the friendship between all my friends .. i used to tink i bring joy in my friends life by making them laugh .. i used to tink no matter how serious the problems between my frends, everything will eventually work out .. well, guess wat? i juz found out that none of those stuff are true at all .. after going thru da same stuff over again .. i'm tired of being the middleman, tired of being the neutral party .. i'm tired of always being da one to patch things up for my frends .. but it's juz my character to be dat neutral party .. u cant expect me to change my character overnite .. and becuz of this characteristic of mine, i'm always torn between sides .. there's always misunderstandings abt me .. always caught in da cross fire .. end up getting hurt myself too .. i'm always there 4 y'all(to some ppl only) .. there to hear ur probs, cheer y'all up and stuff .. best of all, pray 4 y'all .. tried my best to help y'all to da best of my abilities .. but did y'all noe dat i've got MY OWN problems to deal wif too? i too need someone to be there 4 me .. standing by me .. encouraging me too like how i encouraged y'all .. but where were y'all man? like i said, this applies to some of my frends out there .. some of y'all will be most likely be pissed after reading dis entry .. yah .. i noe .. like i said i suck as a friend .. most likely will be losing some of my good friends out there soon .. i hate to c y'all like dis .. y cant we all juz be frends again .. good friends again like old times? haiz ..

Unkie @ 10:47 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

haiz .. more sad episodes in smallville ..

2day i watched V For Vendetta .. awesome movie man .. haha .. very chim english, but nice .. haha .. storyline was strong and nice 2 .. haha .. u guys shud watch it 2 if u hav da time .. 2day i oso got new episodes of smallville season 5 .. haiz .. it juz gets more sad wif each episode .. Clark hafta cope wif da loss of his father, helping out wif the farm cuz his mum decided to take up da senator seat of his father and he has cope wif hiding his secret from his GF, Lana .. da prob is that they are in da verge of breaking up liao .. cuz Lana cant stand Clark from keeping everything from her all da time ..

currently, Clark is blaming himself for da death of his father, cuz indirectly he was da cause of it .. a life was to be exchanged for Clark's revival in one of da earlier episodes .. it was suppose to be his GF, Lana, life to be exchanged at first .. but Clark cudnt accept it and asked his biological father, Jor-El, to fixed it .. Jor-El said he can only turn back time, but someone's life still had to be exchanged for Clark's life .. Clark accepted it, and tried to be more cautious dis time .. he managed to save all his friends, but did nt manage to save his father from a heart failure .. dat's y he blaming himself .. da current episode, da ending, he decided to put on his father's watch, and juz so happen his mom was watching old video of his dad and him together when they were young .. Clark started reminising of da times he had wif his father .. after da video ended, hi hugged his mom and both started crying .. haiz .. i oso cried after watching dat episode .. so many problems 2 deal wif ..

here's a qstn to you girls out there reading my blog .. do you mind if your boyfriend has a super ability? and do u want him tell you da truth abt his powers? or u dont mind him keeping a secret abt it? how will u want him 2 tell u? slowly or immediately .. think abt it carefully, answer it in my tagboard .. thx! appreciate it ..

Unkie @ 12:01 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

hey guys, i'm back .. too lazy 2 put title liao .. well here's an update on me lah ..
my JAE results are out .. i got into my first choice ... Interior Design - Singapore Poly .. but i really aint dat happy at all .. y? cuz i seriously dun like dat course ... but wat choice do i hav? i failed math .. ain nth i can do .. now when i tell my frends dat i got in to SP interior design, dunno y all give me da same comments one? " it's a great course" .. "it's an interesting course" .. "da course nt bad wat? i like it" .. haiz .. u noe wat? i wish i can feel da same way u guys do .. but i juz cant help it .. i keep tinking, "i'm nt a design student, i'm a science student" .. cuz i aint creative and innovative .. i dun do art .. i cant draw a proper straight line wifout a ruler .. haiz .. now i juz pray hard dat my Direct Admission Exercise to NYP's Food Science is a success .. can at least do something dat i like .. haiz 4 get abt dat lah .. feeling quite sian nowadays .. i guess i juz hafta take things one step at the time ..

next, post chingay celebration over liao .. sian, i was hoping 4 a nice chingay t-shirt of my size .. who noes? we so call got all da "left over" sizes, XS only .. although i small in size rite, still abit tight 4 me .. haiz .. wad 2 do? cannot blame them anyway .. cuz we aint participating .. so by right shudnt even get da t-shirt .. haha .. but nver mind lah .. it's da thought da counts .. i'm so gonna miss all my ASD peeps and hommies .. guys and gals of ASD, I LOVE U BIG MAN! too bad cant stick wif y'all much liao .. going 2 poly SD .. so .. yah .. less time wif u guys and gals .. y'all gotta take care yah? all da best 4 ya A lvls! jia you!

dat's abt all lah .. peace ..

Unkie @ 10:15 PM

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